I move next week so until then I feel kind of like I’m in limbo land. I’ve got some kind of cold or maybe it’s allergies, but either way I’m just exhausted all the time. I feel up and down about Annie which I will discuss with Nancy, my therapist, when I see her this weekend. I mostly feel like I don’t fit anywhere very well. I know that will change when I finally get a job and feel useful again. I really need to feel independent and directed and it’s just not happening. So I need to instead concentrate on how lucky I am to have my wonderful, supportive family and friends around me and do what I can to support them in return. It’s so easy to slide down into the muck of depression and I so do not want to be there again.
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